PORNOGRAPHY ALMOST DESTROYED MY LIFE

Curiosity is the one thing that made me to watch PORNOGRAPHY videos, it is the one that led me to an addiction that took me years to recover from. You know I started watching the adults videos at the age of 13 , yea you read it right guys πŸ™‚ .

HOW I FIRSTLY KNEW ABOUT PORNOGRAPHY.

Like I said it’s curiosity that led me. I was sitting near a group of guys of ages of about 20-25 and they were busy talking about their girlfriends drama and then the topic about porn broke as they said it’s sometimes better to watch PORNOGRAPHY than to deal with girlfriends trouble πŸ˜€ . when I heard the word “PORN” I went home and searched the word and I did all that using my mom’s phone, just imagine;-) and that’s how I got hooked/ trapped to watching the porn

HOW THE ADDICTION AFFECTED MY STUDIES?

Like you know , we are living in a world of technology and we depend on it for most things right? I used to buy Gigs of data because I was doing a Diploma on Artificial intelligence and it was an online course on Shaw Academy since anyone of 10 years and up is allowed to do courses there. I’d buy the data pack but instead of attending my online classes I would go to the porn site and watch PORNOGRAPHY videos until I ran out of data. I ended up dropping out of my online course , I dropped out of the course that was a supposedly a big ticket to uhm….I don’t know 😸.And besides my online course I failed my grade 10 with flying failing colours I guess πŸ˜₯ and yah it happened like that on my studies

HOW I RECOVERED FROM PORNOGRAPHY ADDICTION?

I never went to see a physiologist or a what- what, I just did the thing that I thought was impossible. I put away my phone for a period of about three to five months if I remember clearly. Yea , I didn’t use my phone so that meant no Facebook, no Instagram and even the most important thing of that time, porn. I did some self introspection and after that ” no phone ” months , I felt more than fresh , I started everything afresh , when I say I mean everything starting from deleting my accounts on porn sites and unsubscribing from all adult contents apps cos hey! Porn almost destroyed me

**WORD OF ADVICE**

No matter how many Gigs of data you have, never watch PORNOGRAPHY if you know your worth. Never watch PORNOGRAPHY if you want to excel in life baeps

Until next Friday, good night 🌼🌻🌸🌹